Post by SEIRYUU, ITADA on Mar 3, 2014 10:46:14 GMT -5
It was the darkest it had ever been. Light, once a commonality, had become something of fiction, only evident when bred from the sallow sullied moon. Black toadstool rotted on even blacker bark as the trees, which strived in the collection of hundreds, guided the man through what appeared to be an endless trudge.
So this had become the inspiration for his Inner World? This image before him--a numb greenery--had taken ahold of the empty canvas that was colored only with his state of mental stability. Had be really been so broken?
“Seken Chōdairyū.” He called out, though over the expanse of dead trees and grey silhouettes, his message was loss as his echo faded into stillness; merging with the environment. If one looked any closer and truly took in the environs, it would become hazily distinguishable. The more the Shinigami talked, the further the forest grew in sheer breadth. It was as if the woodland devoured his reliance and developed from his confusion. A downward spiral, but one rightfully deserved; parenthesis was still better than inertia.
Jinzen had taken Itada to this place, but only his conviction could relieve him of such depression. However, this principle only came with the acceptance of the prominent ‘World Eater’ who still to this point had forgone bearing its massive, mountain-shattering fangs. The Sieryū, though proud, continued to call out into the deep blackness of the night; he continued to extend his vulnerability to the nothingness hoping to discover some tangible yield, yet nothing was produced.
Had Seken been this dissatisfied? Did the Dragon relinquish his desire to see its Maker? This was unknown, though when something as large as the draconic beast vanishes in a world without limitation or sense of secrecy, it could only mean one thing: The two were undeniably disconnected.
“Your Spirit is prideful, just like you. This defeat has not only crippled your confidence, but it shattered the strength of mind for a being beyond mere men. You will have to start over, and retest your efforts if you ever plan to use your Zanpakutō to its maximum potential ever again.”
Expected to retrieve centuries of trust and trade within mere days was a task seemingly unfeasible. Asking a man bred from nobility to enter a state of ‘rehabilitation’ was humiliating. Hoping to find a single Dragon in a dimension so skewed and dreadful of what was to come was dangerous. Nonetheless, these things—they were Itada’s reality now. He would have to visit training wheels once more, and this time, he would have to seek out Seken Chōdairyū, knowing where to look, yet not where to look.